I get giddy when I’m upset and when I am retelling serious or traumatic events. It is a weird quirk, I know, but it is exactly what happens to me. I wish I could explain why I sound giddy when I am truly distressed.
“Father, I so want to know what You are up to but I understand I may never know. You often place me in situations where I have to fervently pray for someone or something. But this time was different. It was at Your insistence and not of my own accord. It is exhausting but I thank you for the opportunity to participate in what You are doing.”